Seek and You Shall Find
What you seek is seeking you.
What do I seek? To be “Out of Chaos?” I don’t know if I ever really will be…The source of my restlessness is an endless quest for certainty, happiness & peace. This quest itself is chaos, but every now and then…I find order in the moment.
Through traveling, I’ve discovered that what I seek exists in the simple magic of experiencing everything.
The chaos subsides…clarity arrives…and it’s all one moment at a time. One feeling at a time.
Sometimes, I find it in conversations with people in places I never thought I’d be. In connections from across the world. In silence with myself.
But..it always passes. So, how do I create permanence? How do I go from fleeting to continuous?
I think it starts by finding joy in the constant redirection of life and embracing the chaos of the course in which it takes me…
For now…
The journey is no longer about running away from anything, it’s about running towards everything that will lead me directly into all that I seek…
Certainty. Happiness. Peace.
That’s all we can do right?
Continuously move forward, through it all, trusting that we are in fact, moving in the direction of what we seek and it is, in fact, seeking us too.